Wishes
I wish to have:
- a gd, understandin and caring gf
- having a gd life
- be the 1st greatest game programmer in SG
Saturday, August 22, 2009
3:09 PM
Life is short, and you won't know what will happen to you the next second. Live life with the fullest, with your willing, and not live under control by anyone. I want my life to have great happy memories and not being force to do things that I don't like to. Why care about others' view? You live your own life, do things in your willing, and live it with greatness. Being control by other people, you won't feel the happiness. Because they take away your FREEDOM. WHY should we live without freedom for us to choose our own friends; our own way of living? Friends needs to understand each other; give helping hands when needed; console when they are down; lend a listening ear when they need to let things out of their chest. Friends for those who will criticise you, I know that feeling of being criticise no matter what you say or what you do. If that is call real friend, think again!! If they say that:" We are real buddies, so don't have to hide any feeling inside.", True real buddies don't have to hide any feeling inside, but criticise him/her is just making them more and more weak, as day by day they WILL NOT say anything to you, because they can't get any console from you, only criticism. Friends who really cares about you are those who really don't mind spending time with you to console you, and you can just be youself and not wearing any mask.
cherish all e ppl who cares for me
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
8:14 PM
2day is so fun swimmin with Iviee @ Anchorvale Sport Complex... sososo happy bt vvvvv tired... we went to play e slides... lolz.. e most fun silde was e twist silde... we played 2 times... n 2 times she complaint tt e water keep goin into her nose... haha... den u can c hw blur she looked after e silde... haha... den she was so unlucky... we went to e children pool with e playground de... den e rooftop there was water pouring down when e bucket was full... den when we walkin pass e playground... out of e sudden e water frm e rooftop pour down on her... she was shock... lolz... n can u image she kena 2 times as e same thing happen... lolz... so funny la... we went there swimmin frm 11am plus till 4pm plus... 5hrs in e swimmin complex... tt is so crazy la.... bt still e fun is there... misses e days when i n en n john n aaron tgt when swimmin... tt time is oso so fun... hope there is 1 day we can go swimmin tgt agn with them...
okok... i think i stop here... goin to slp liao... eyes v v v v tired... lolz... hv fun guys...
cherish all e ppl who cares for me
1:32 AM
WOW!!! I have been stop blogging for mre den half a yr... n nw... I'M BACK!!!
lolz... these days was so boring... nth to do.. job haven even call up to tell me when i wrkin...
swimmin ltr with Iviee... omg... so late le i haven even slp... tml after swimmin i dono wat to do... playin bball? i dono if i still have e energy to play bball after swimmin...
man... en went army... quite boring sme days... coz when he still with us... @ least still have things to do... miss e days with him man... i nt gay.... bt thinkin of good buddy...
i think i go slp 1st... ar bo... tml cant wake up.... haha.... nite every1... =)
cherish all e ppl who cares for me
Monday, December 1, 2008
1:37 AM
Sry for nt updatin my blog for so long...
ppl r sayin tt my blog is dead le... x.x
okok... i update nw...
things between my brothers n i... is kinda of ok...
bt still sme problems lies on me...dono who i am nw...
totally different frm who i am in e past...ppl do chnge...
bt me?i chnge frm bad to worse...
i dono wat i can do to stop givin trouble to ppl arnd me...
bt i will still find ways to deal with it...
bros: u do enlighten me... bt i try to stay out of troubles... bt it don seems like help...
sry n thx... for u all to bear these things from me.... i will c wat i can do to chnge...
seriously thx....
other thing... e same old stuff... i even being in...
for those who nod me... they nod wat i talkin abt...
i realli dono wat am i goin to do with tis stuff?
givin up... doubt tt i can do it..
to those who nod me... mayb tis time is still e same...
bt i realli doubt so nw... nth else can catch my attention till like tt...
ani mood chnges in her it will oso chnge my mood...
she is down i will try to ask... bt she wun realli tell...
keepin everything into her... i feel bad...
i realli wan to help her...cheer her up...
no doubt she may like other beta guys...
bt jus don wan her to feel so down n yet keepin everythin in her...
if she can find sme1 beta to love her n care for her...den i will mayb let her go...
bt i will b there if she nd me... to cheer her up... to lend listenin ears... to care for her...
hope she can gt a beta life...
okok... done here.... goin off... aniwai cheer up ppl...
update agn... soon... hopefulli...
tata...
cherish all e ppl who cares for me
Thursday, November 6, 2008
2:45 AM
y is it like tt...
i don understand y onli ppl can give me attitube n i cant...
i don understand cant even i have my own stands for smetimes....
i don understand cant i even stand out for myself...
i don understand tis it tt i oways in e wrong...
i don understand hw am i goin to b when i xplode 1day...
things don seem well bewteen me n him....
i think even worse after 2nite...
i was in e wrong or him?
i was jus givin my own stand... i nod tt my job wrkin timin is nt gd...
bt it is still a job for me to survive without askin money frm my family...
if nt where my money goin to come frm?
hw am i able to go out have dinner tgt?
no jobs have a good timin de...
office hour will oso have problems...
flexible time de job oso have problems...
don wrk... there wun b income... den hw am i suppose to go out...
i dono wat is goin to happen in e future agn...
things may become even mre ugly...
cherish all e ppl who cares for me
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
11:58 PM
2day is realli a bad day for me...
FTT i fail once agn.... hell sianz....
I fail 1 mre time i wun take animre...
den 2day nod another thing tt make me sad...
real sad till i dono wat i can do to stop...thinkin n thinkin...
my mind is goin to blow up...
my heart is tearing apart...
i almost burst out...bt i try to stop myself frm burstin...
for my broz.... i think thursday... u will c me ROAR ba....
aniwai i realli wan a beautiful life in my love world... bt i dono hw to create it...i onli can c e black n white...
nw i lost till i dono even nod where i'm heading!!!
cherish all e ppl who cares for me
Monday, October 20, 2008
12:57 AM
i realli feel sososososo useless... i cant do anithing 2 help... cant even help u to share sme of ur burden.... ideas to give u is e onli way i can let myself feel beta... bt after e thing u say... i den realise tt actualli i was still so useless after all...i cant give great idea... i cant help in ways.... e onli way i can think of nw is nt to cause ani mre trouble or animre burden for u.... i will try my best to stay out of trouble.,..
cherish all e ppl who cares for me